Wednesday, November 29, 2006

You think you know what pain is?
You have no idea.
To scratch along the sides of pains mountain;
To reach the summit, to find the fountain of mercy. The relief. The freedom.
Pain is here to be my friend. I must not flee, but embrace.
You have put a face on pain. You have taught me that pain is my deliverer.
Without the pain, I would not have found the unbridled spirit.
The desideratum was to break me, but it failed.
Where is your power? I have taken it away.
The nails of finality closing my casket. The darkness. The aloneness.
The ending of me was the genesis of me.
There it is. The pain pointed to the direction of benevolence.
I have abandoned the urge to simplify you.
That which was designed to torment, has become the liberator.
Thank you pain. You are my benefactor. Without you, I would not be who I am.
I will no longer fear you. For fear is the mind killer. Fear is your consort.
Fear wanted to dissuade me. Freeze my actions. Persecute my emotions.
Tempt me now. Loose your demons. For they are now my angels.
Where will you come from now? Where are you hiding?
I will no longer hide or cower in your presence. Your power to decimate is now the capacity to reconstruct.
Come let us build together.
You think you know what pain is?

No comments: